I have tried to forget, to deny
who I am. Tried to forget you,
tried to begin again. Tried and
So here. Let me run after what I did not want.
Let me run after worthless men.
Let me ruin who I was, who I want to be,
trying to erase you, lying to myself.
Every day has been mundane, a worthless waste of breath
without you, my treasure, my ultimate joy.
I have never forgotten what I did,
and I have spent every day regretting your undeserved pain.
"Within this world of pain, there is but a chance we will hold onto our small ball of light. The thing that keeps us walking, keeps us going as the days roll by. Life must continue as the world around us shrinks..."
And so life has gone on,
still worthless, still a waste.
Yet it continues on, the light
dimly shining, faded, fading.
If you find someone I love more than you,
I will sell you my soul. I won't tell you that you don't
own my heart, because that would be lying.
I have lied e